“But that’s what you signed up for. That’s what I signed up for way back when. We were on the side of right and justice. At least that’s what we were told.”
“It was mostly true, Mike. But just mostly. You have human beings in the cycle so nothing is perfect, in fact everything is de facto imperfect.”
“So did they deserve it? This time, I mean.”
Reel made a quick turn, pulled to the curb, and put the car in park. She turned sideways in her seat and looked at him.
“Yes, they did deserve it. But it’s both simple and complicated. The simple part is done. Or at least it’s in progress. The complicated part will take a long time. And it may never get done.”
“So there’s more to come?” he asked.
“Do I look like I’m done?”
“No.”
She put the car in gear and pulled off. “And if I tell you any more you become an accomplice for everything I do. So let’s cut to the end. Do you have what I need?”
He pulled a flash drive from his pocket and handed it to her. Reel put it in her pocket.
“I’ve haven’t looked at it,” he said.
“Good.”
“How did you know it even existed?”
“Because they’re executing on it. You don’t do something like that without planning. Without a map to go forward. Someone had to white paper it. That’s not a puzzle you can reverse engineer. Every piece needs to be in place with every upside and downside considered beforehand.”
“Who’s ‘they’?”
She shook her head. “Not going there.”
“Guess you’d have to kill me too.”
“Guess so,” said Reel. She was not smiling even a little bit.
Gioffre rubbed a hand though his straggly hair and looked away.
“Your coffee the way you like it?” she asked.
He gripped the cup. “Perfect. You have a good memory.”
“When you’re always two seconds from dying violently you remember the little things. One cream put in before the coffee, then one sugar. Don’t stir it. What kept me sane. Probably the same for you, right?”
“What else do you remember from those days?”
Reel stared out the windshield. In her mind’s eye lots of images popped up. Most she would never forget no matter how hard she tried.
“The wind was always blowing. The sand hurt my skin and kept jamming my weapons. I could never get enough to eat or enough water to drink. But most of all I remember wondering what the hell we were all doing there. Because it was going to look exactly the same once we left. And all we were really going to leave behind was a lot of blood, much of it ours.”
Gioffre turned and looked out the windshield. He drank his coffee slowly, methodically, like it would be his last cup ever.
“Mike, you did close the path back to you on this, right?”
“I did the best I could. They would have to be better than me to get to me. And I don’t think they are. I know sixteen-year-old punks who’ve never even kissed a girl who can program circles around the best the NSA has out there.”
“All the same, watch your back. No room for overconfidence on this.”
He said, “Looks like it’s going to rain all day.”
“Looks like it’s going to rain the rest of my life.”
“How long might that be?” he asked. “Your life, I mean?”
“Your guess is probably better than mine. I’m no longer an objective observer.”
“You shouldn’t go out this way, Jess. Not after all you’ve done.”
“It’s because of what I’ve done that I have to go out this way. Because there’s no other way to go and be able to look at myself in the mirror. If people did that simple test they wouldn’t do three-quarters of the crap they end up doing. But at the end of the day people can justify anything they want. It’s just how we’re wired.”
“They must have really hurt you.”
They really hurt someone I cared about, thought Reel. They hurt him so much he’s dead. And when they hurt him, they hurt me. And now it’s my turn to hurt them back.
“Yeah, I guess they did,” she replied.
She drove him back to the mall, parked near the GameStop, and let him out.
“I appreciate the assist, Mike. No one will ever know where it came from.”
“I know that.”
He started to leave but then ducked back inside the car as the rain pelted him.
“I hope you make it.”
“We’ll see.”
“Who do they have coming after you?”
“Will Robie.”
Gioffre sucked in a breath and his eyes grew wide with fear. “Shit. Robie?”
“I know. But he might cut me some slack.”
“Why the hell would he do that?”
“Because I saved his life last night.”
She drove on, leaving Gioffre standing in the rain watching her. She drove for some miles and then pulled into a parking garage, stopped the car, but kept the engine running. She popped the flash drive into her laptop and thoroughly read the contents.
This would require a plane ride.
And what would be would be.
She drove off.
The SUV dropped Robie off in front of his apartment building. The men said nothing to him on the short ride over from the White House, nor did they speak as they opened the door and let him out. Robie watched the vehicle disappear into the early morning rush hour traffic.
Whitcomb hadn’t said much after Robie had told him he believed that Jessica Reel had come to his and DiCarlo’s aid the night before. He had written some things down in his electronic tablet, given Robie a few suspicious glances, and then risen from his chair and left.
Robie had remained sitting until a guard came and retrieved him a few minutes later. It was both a memorable and disturbing visit to the White House.
Now he stared at his apartment building and couldn’t remember feeling this tired before. That was saying a lot, because he had gone days without sleep and not much to eat, laboring under the most intense conditions.
Maybe I really am too old for this anymore.
It was not a concession he wanted to make, but his aching body and tired mind were two stark reminders that there was probably more truth in that statement than not.
He took the elevator up to his apartment, opened the door, turned off the alarm, and closed the door behind him. He had turned off his phone while at the White House because they had asked him to. He now turned it back on and the text popped up on the screen:
Everything I do has a reason. Just open the lock.
Robie sat down in a chair and stared at the screen for a full five minutes. Then he laid his phone down on the table and took a twenty-minute shower, letting the hot water pound the exhaustion out of him. He dressed and had a glass of orange juice. Then he sat back down with the text.
Everything I do has a reason. Just open the lock.
Reel had done many things. Which ones was he supposed to focus on? What was he supposed to unlock?
The killings?
Her coming to his aid?
Her sending this latest text?
All of the above?
He expected to get another phone call from the agency. They would have already read this text and probably had a dozen analysts trying to decipher it. But no call came. Maybe they didn’t know what else to say to him. He thought about texting Reel back, asking her what she meant. But she knew as well as he that the agency would be able to read every word. He decided not to bother answering.
He slipped the phone into his jacket pocket, stood, and stretched. He should try to get some sleep, but there was no time for that.
He suddenly realized he needed to rent a car. His was lying shot full of holes at some secure government evidence lot.
He had run through quite a few vehicles in the past year. He was glad the rental fees were deductible. Sanctioned assassins didn’t get many tax breaks.
He took a cab to a car rental outlet and signed the papers on an Audi 6. The last one he’d driven had gotten shot up too. He wondered if he was on some rental car company watch list of bad-risk clients. If he was, the place he’d just done the deal with hadn’t gotten the message to stay the hell away from him.
He drove off in his new vehicle, toward the hospital where Janet DiCarlo was currently a patient. He’d gotten the necessary info from Blue Man in an email that morning. He arrived there forty minutes later after the weather and rush-hour traffic took their toll on his journey.
He expected DiCarlo’s floor to be surrounded by security. It wasn’t. Robie took that as a very bad sign. That the intensive care unit was practically empty when he walked in was an even worse sign.
When he asked one of the nurses where DiCarlo was, she looked at him blankly.
Okay, Robie thought, they hadn’t been given her real name.
He looked at the room numbers and pointed to one. “The woman in that room,” he said. Blue Man had been very clear: ICU, Room 7.
The woman still said nothing.
“Did she die?” he wanted to know.
Another woman came up to him. She looked like a supervisor of some sort. Robie put the same questions to her.
The woman took him by the elbow and led him over to a corner. Robie showed her his creds, which she scrutinized.
She said, “That patient’s condition and current location are unknown to us.”
“How can that be? You’re a hospital. Do you just let people take critically injured patients out of here?”